Laughing.

Hello all!

Last Blog posted was just kind of an update, of me, and of course… my life, what I had been doing and just kinda what was going on. This blog will be similar.

Oh my life… it can be interesting/entertaining to say the least.

Any who… if you are in need of a good “laugh” à Continue reading. Also keep in mind… this is MY BLOG, therefore I BLOG about personal things, anything and everything that is on heart, as all of my readers know, if you don’t like it. As said before… there is a red “X” located at the top of your screen. Thanks. Very Truly Yours, Malorie. ;)

I named this blogged “Laughing” because well I’ve learned to just laugh…literally at a lot of things that have happened in my life the past few months, and not so much because something is necessarily funny, but because it does absolutely NO good to get disappointed. I’ve learned that with God on my side, even though we will experience disappointments in life, we can always get “reappointed”. Trusting God completely and believing that His plan for you is infinitely better than your own will prevent you from being disappointed with God. He is the only One who can help you and truly comfort you, therefore, it is much better to run to him in your pain…. than run from him.

So since the last time I blogged… let’s see. May was actually a very chill month for me, as you all know I had my wisdom teeth pulled, became interested in my new friend…. Jared, attended a women’s encounter, went to Colorado for the first time with my new friend Jared. Pretty eventful thou ehh?

June-  attempted P90X ( I liked it a lot, but just couldn’t stay motivated enough to do it on my own everyday), Went back home to Plainview for Father’s day weekend to spend it with my Papa bear, went to Dallas with Jared (rode on a Harley, there and back), Had heat exhaustion from riding back in 109 degree weather on the way back from Dallas, found out that I am going to have to have my gallbladder removed. also a very pretty eventful month.

(fathers day weekend)

(heading to Dallas)

Annnnd then comes good ole July. Hasn’t every really been my favorite month. Seems like anything and everything BAD that can happen, happens in this gawd forsaken month the past three years of my life. Really, anything… you name it, it’s probably happened this month! Sooo ya…I’ve done a lot of laughing. I’ve also realized that everything changes except God, and letting all changes in our lives upset us won’t keep them for occurring.

1 Peter 5:7 says cast all your cares upon Him, because He cares for you.

Have I been disappointed lately with learning I am going to have gallbladder removed, or that visitation rights re-guarding my child is in the works of trying to force me to become a “every other weekend mom"?? Absolutely!
Was it going to change anything??
Absolutely NOT!
I have chosen to make decisions based on God’s word, which has helped when making the transitions needed with far less turmoil. Did my anger, confusion, and disappointment dissipate right away? No. But if I truly give all my cares over to God, my feelings will calm down and I can be confident that God will continue to work in my life, bringing justice for the injustice done to me. Most transitions take place without our permission. That’s life, but we can choose to adapt. Laugh. Turn to God, seek His face y’all. Don’t let piddly things bring you down. Cast your cares.

Easier said than done? Absolutely! Remember, if you can’t do anything about it, then cast your cares and let God take care of you, because he really does care for you.

Hebrews 12:1 says let us lay aside every weight and sin that easily besets us. Guy’s we’ve got give all that stuff to God and lay it at the feet of Jesus and in exchange pick up some rest, Matthew 11:28-30 “The Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest in your souls. 30 For my yolk is easy bear and the burden I give you is light.”

I love all of you. Thank YOU so much for reading. I hope you guys have a great rest of the weekend and a good week coming up, and if you could, shoot up a few prayers for me. Love you all!

(pictures from this month)

(July 4th)

(That moment when you took another step to moving forward, & you grab your little one & do a little happy dance! Boo-yahhhh! #POUNDit!)

(Night #2. Ok maybe this was never hard for her to sleep in her own bed without mommy. Maybe, it's been the other way around. (sigh) it's fine. I'm fine. Good night my sweet Bonnie girl. <3)

(my sweet girl and I)

Like always, BE BLESSED. BE LOVED.

-malorie lucille  

Mine and Bonnie Kaytes favorite song right now: Yes it's on repeat!

 Listen to--> Give me faith: by Elevation Worship

LYRICS:

I need you to soften my heartTo break me apartI need you to open my eyesTo see that You're shaping my life

Pre-Chorus:All I am,I surrender

Chorus:Give me faith to trust what you sayThat you're good and your love is greatI'm broken inside, I give you my life

Verse 2:I need you to soften my heartTo break me apartI need you pierce through the darkAnd cleanse every part of me
Chorus

Bridge:I may be weakYour spirit strong in meMy flesh may failMy God you never will (repeat)